In you I trust, in you I have faith. You have led me a way to see light and truth.

My heart has finally spoken. It is time to move on.

Fight the last battle. Do not let it go to waste.

Countdown

Of roses and sunshine. 3 down 2 to go. Starting to really feel the end of it. Though the war isn't over, I can see the little glimpse of bliss peeking out there ushering me to it. Is starting to think of how things would be when I officially move out from here. It's been one and a half years and I feel like I have been living in Selangor rather than WP. HAHAHAHA. I know, not like it's a big difference..... I know... =) But... oh well nah I'm too lazy to elaborate.

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Of turbulences and joy, I swear I'll make the one after a better one. I swear I'll change; I'll try. And the memories repressed behind my mind is slowly starting to come by... The good ones; that is. Guess my heart's still intact after all. =) For a moment, I really thought I was a rock. And I have my reasons why.

P/S: Just did a Facebook Psychological Test... Haaahaha....

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand you.

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You love deeply... you may flirt along and people think you're a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.

You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that's why you're typically up-front in any aspect.

You're an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend...You don't care if your partner doesn't really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all..

You're undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You're independent! You're also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

Pretty true although I bet a lot of people will get the same thing and exclaim 'OH! How accurate it is!!!' haha. Up to you to decipher which is true and which isn't. Geez. Psycho and Accounts left.

SIGH.

P/S: HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BFF AMANDA!!!!!!! Though I know you wouldn't be reading my blog, I just wanna wish you a great year ahead of you being 19 and may you be blessed with the best of health and joy. It's been 12 years and I look forward to see you next year at uni (must get in!)!!!!!!!! *hugs*

Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever.

- Lance Armstrong -

Last Day of College.

~~Had an intense photo taking session today. Our class rocks!! woohoo~~

Today is the last day of college. Not exactly officially the last day, but the last day of college and classes before the attack of the finals in barely a weeks time.

Honestly speaking, I really don't know what I'm feeling now. Emotional, yes, but it's not really because it's the last day. I don't know how to describe this feeling, I guess like most people, it's a mixture of both sad yet stressed, and yet not fully sad that we're leaving yet cause we still have finals. So I guess the real feeling will come on the last day of our papers and we can officially declare ourselves as graduates from Pre-U.

Somehow, I have this feeling that I really want to graduate as soon as possible. Maybe I'm just anticipating the holidays. Or maybe I just want to go home already. I know I can go home anytime... But, I really want to go home as in go home.

Anyway...

Happy Study Leave for this whole week people!

=)

Happy studying.

*edited: Have you ever felt so guilty about yourself & your actions? Have you ever felt like you've changed, yet for the worse? I am not a Christian, but I really feel the need to go for confessions.
=(
Sorry for all that I've done.*

=)

Is feeling contented. ^o^

Had a nice weekend back home, a great rejuvenation away from all the horrors back here.

Had a long late night talk with my sis.... haven't had a nice sisterly girl talk for some time since everyone is busy with their own lives.

Had a lovely slumber on the couch (yea somehow like the couch better than the bed @@)...

Got to release tension on the piano... xDDDD

Got to hug my granny...

Got to DRIVE!!! (~~ooo yeaaa...~~ I know lame... but how often to I get to drive.@@)

Had dim sum for breakfast with Mum & Dad before dropping me off back here... and ta paoed some for my lunch which I am happily munching away right now. x)

Well.
Back to reality again.

But at least I have my dim sums to accompany my stomach and make me happy now. xD

~~ SIU MAI!!! <3~~

P/S: Uni of Sydney is so nice to send out e-mails to wish us Good luck in our exams. Lol.

***UPDATED: OMG so happy I have so much scrumptious food to eat today!!!! xDDDDDDD Kershia brought back her Sarawak laksa & eating it for dinner now... ~~ yuuummmyyyy.......~~~& eating even more prawns right now. Really big fat, juicy and tender prawns in today's dim sum & Sarawak laksa. Today is a lovely foooodddd daaayyy..... thanks Kershia!!! x)

*blissssffullll to have lovvveeelyyy foooooddddd to cheer me up!*

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Why is it just so hard to try to keep everything to yourself.

When all you wanted to do is to keep your petty issues away from bothering others.

It's torture trying to mask it up with a mere shrug of seemingly ignorance.

~~Lord, help me stop complaining
When things don’t go my way;
Instead, give me a thankful heart
For all You do each day. —Sper~~

I need....

*why have I lost my hope and courage to strive. God please help me.*